Thursday, July 28, 2005
Lying close to you, feeling your heart beating.
I asked Rachael to reflect about what she wants & all but I myself didn't do it. I know what I really want now is.. one, true friends. Bestaye got that phrase into me. I just thought about which one of my friends really the one. & I realised not all, not almost all, I use the word hardly. Sigh two, love. Ok shut up I don't wanna say anything about it. It makes me feel sick. Ugh three, God. I wonder if He's still there, listening to every prayer of mine. = He's my best friend & nothing's gonna change that. I got faith & trust in Him, I know He will help me when I'm in need. & I love Him. Four, studies. I wanna get them right, as in good results. I don't wanna retain, never ever ever ever, Amen. Five, myself. I think I need a change in life or whatever. I don't know, I've sinned too much ugh. -nodds.& I know all of these ain't not easy :\ It has never been, has it? RAH!!WHY!? Go away lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh )':You're my sweetest dream come true.& now youre gone.
; stick with you